6 years past...

Time flies....it have been six years since my last post. Many unpleasant things had happened to me. I never thought that i would blog again till I watched " Freedom Writer" in HBO. From the movie, I learnt that we have to continue to write your own story not for anyone but for yourself. Therefore, I will start write my blog monthly. 

For the past six years, I was struggling from my studies, then work and myself. Recently, I was struck with a painful friendship issues. Since my last post, I have issues with people around me. I am not sure if I am thinking too much or this is how the real outside world is. But now, I have understood what is life.

I have lost my life-partner, job and recently three friends who i have known for more than 15 years. I lost my life-partner due to my lack of courage. I lost my job due to my lack of will and I lost my friends due to my lack of trust. There are many reenactments I did and yet I did not noticed of it when it came. Everything I did since 2007 is all down into the drain. It seem like a restart.. like another chance. Bygone let it bygone.

These failures have given me answers on what I am looking for. I have realized my strength and weakness, my likes and dislikes, my willing and unwilling. I have filtered them and concluded who I want to be. I want to be a traveler. Not a normal traveler but a self-sustained traveler who visited all 196 nations in this world. It is a crazy and insane goal as few friends told me but I shall show them what am I make of. 

I have been too selfish into my personally thoughts and feelings but not on others. In past 3 years, I tried to help others as much as possible with sincerely. Thoughts of unpleasantness kept coming in my mind every time I tried to help but that do not stop me. I helped a few monetarily and do not expect any returns from them. I do not expect anything from the people I treated well.

I have started tutoring young kids.Tutoring is more suitable than working in the military. The kids are pure, naive and fun. There is no such things as 'dog eat dog' world or evil schemes or whatever. Tutoring give me energy to move on. Despite now, I have two kids to teach. I'm looking forward for it. 

Today, I have started to register a grab driver in order to have more incoming money to achieve my ultimate goal. There are many unknowns ahead but I shall tackle them one by one as what I did in 2007. Counties visited: 18

Two years later!!!

This blog is already so old and i forget it password. These two years is an interesting phase i been through. First, I commissioned!!!!!! Hurray!! I pickup quite few skills like diving, driving, long distance cycling, running marathon and long distance walking (recently).

Now I'm studying in NTU Material Engineering, I gained weight!!!! OMG, i cant forgive myself for all my effort in first year of past two years. I just recovery from a serious "depression" due to family and friends issue which of course affected my studies. Recently, something bother me again. Let me ask you, how are you managed to work/play with someone you dislike???? This happens on me as i'm usually the one being dislike. Is it in life all are like an act? Confused....feared.....Lost.....

One year later.....

OMG OMG OMG!!! It's have been so long nv blog le.... haha anyway i have little time lol.... from the last post till now, many thing had happened (of course). Recently norman's mum pass away. Which is really sudden and unfortunate. Now i am serving the country and to me, it is a challenging course of my life. I am now had a place in NTU and today decided to go for the Aus University Admission Exhibition at Orchard. I hope that i could get a course and a university that i want. I will stop here now and i dunno what will my next blog maybe a year later lol... C ya guys. Think positive and work hard!!

Norman's Birthday Party

Yesterday is Norman's 21st birthday.( Haiz i already 21st and half a year le...) The celebration held at his house. I was informed that to reach his house around 7 evening. Before going for his party, i promised coldman to go gym at one. We have been in the gym till 4.30pm and we get back home to get change and meet together to buy norman's birthday present. Raymond, LKF, Coldman, Jin cong and i shared to buy a bottle of Liquor.(can't remmeber the name) I also share money to buy a bottle of Absolute Voka(normal) for norman.

We reached his house around 7.30pm. We were chating and seeing TV showand have our dinner from the buffet.. Around 8.30pm, We sang the birthday song and have our cake(nice to eat). Around 9pm, i getting very tired as the day before i only sleep for 2 hours.

Vin, Jaz, Ray and I decided to play mj. At 1st two round (1 round =>Dong NAN SEE BEI finished)i keep losing, Round 2 i found out that i already lost 20 bucks which our base each have 20 bucks.Jin cong take our me for a few round. We played till the next day morning around 7am. In the End, Jin cong and I won 38 dollars where as jaz lost the most.

TIS:wahh today overnight never go back home as what had told but anyway i win money. I felt very tired now. I think is time to sleep lea.....

Last Dinner LOL

hmmm.... where to start....

Ok actually today i am supoosed to go gym but in the end i didn't go as i overslept. Around 3pm, i went to play badminton with vincent, yu ming and max(haiz....lol)

After that we go dinner at safra with wei ming and kenny.(same place as the day before) as both wei ming and kenny enlistment. Me,wei ming, kenny, lkf, jaz and ray on one table. We talk craps alot but i enjoying talk crap especially with wei ming and raymond. Both of them are 'so call' joker...(keep laughing and laughing..>remember happy is my first piority) Today's dishes not that good as the chili crab and bun not nice as before, but, got softshell crabs.....(Nice but it looks like eating tantunas)

After dinner, we slacks at the safra entrance for a while before going home. Reach home around eleven.

INS:Haiz so fast Weiming and Kenny go NS le.......Hope of them get slim down and more sporty haha....anyway we can still meet after 2 weeks lol.
I can wait to see weiming's and kenny's bold head..haha... sian i still need to wait till sept 15.... anyway i think i should go and do what i want to do....(don't tell you) Hopefully by sept 15 i am ready for NS haha!!XD!!

OMG!!! now already 6 am........ i better get some sleep as later needto meet coldman gym and still need to acc jaz go play badminton. It going to be a tired day. {:(

Badminton day

Haiz, i tired of typing so much....but anyway i still have to.

What we do today?hmmm........

As you can see today's title, we playing badminton. Me, coldman, vincent, shi yin, jaz and max (he's late due to job interview). Actually before going for badminton, I go gym but not i want to go but guess who asked me? (you thinking coldman first.... hahah) Vincent is the one who asked me. Wield huh? Since Poly till now never see him go for any sport or even step into gym. Anyway is a new start for him to go gym often because he have long hands and legs which i admire...(ok, i'm short....jealous!) should build up more to look more MAN! haha You don't want people to call ur nick .(LOL..ok.. back to track) after that we go jaz house and i long ban him to block 259 badminton court. Before go for badminton, me, jaz and vin go for breakfast at block 292. After the meal, we saw coldman, who is cycling, passed us and we never call him lol.

When we playing badminton, Vincent was really stiff but as we play, he is improving hahahh(No wonder jio us to play badminton tomorrow) I went back home around 6 and bath as i need to meet raymond, CS, LKF and Jaz for dinner at safra (yishun). He ordered chilli crab, roasted chicken, kang kong(standard), fried butter prawns and another bowl of stuff like sharkfin but is not sharkfin soup lah...dunno what that call but anyway taste ok. After finish these, we have mango pudding for dessert(correct spelling?).

After dinner, we went to Kwok Fung's house whereas CS good girl go home.(haha actually she's got to work the next day lol) Wah i long time never go his house le since secondary 1 ans 2 although we been the same class throughout my secondary school life. LKF said his mum owes me a hamburger but i forget why she owe me. When i reach there, his mum don't remember about me. (maybe because i change alot ba...Am I?) His study room (during sec 2 as i remembered) become a game room for his brothers lol. But still this room still use fro studying. (dunno how he can 'tahan' with so many 'u huo' around him, he must be very discipline> correct spelling?) Anyway , we stayed at his house till near 1 after midnight.

I cycled back and reach around 1.10am(so fast....from katib to yishun lol)

TIS: hmmm quite enjoyable day......ah tomorrow go gym with coldman then go badminton again but this time got LKF ba.

Finally

Yea! 21 yearsle, finally my house got air con le....Today quite a tired day as the day before i didn't get enough sleep and i need to wake up early. This morning i woke up and need to shift all my desk and cupboard aside as to provide much space for the air con to be installed. Glad that the installation uses 6 hours to do as water pipes and drillings and installing the inverter at my room need to be done. After air con is installation, my brother and i need to clean up the rooms as the drilling of the wall cause my whole desk dusty.(i should use newspaper to cover) We finished cleaning around 7 and at start have a mind of going for bb but somehow, my tireness took over me, hence, decided to bath. After bathing, while waiting for dinner and to have my hair dry, i went to play PS2. I was playing mario.... sound old but somehow i stop continue play as i stuck in the middle of the game. Got frustrated and went to take a nap. I woke up is around 11pm and forget that i told vin that i going for supper at 1030pm, in the end, i decided not to go as my bro had brought my dinner. After having my dinner, i went to play my Eq2 with my bros and went to bed around 5am.(include time used to post my blog)

TNS: Today is a tried day and i also feeling guilty for not exercise my body and eating too much. Tomorrow, i must burn my fats gao' gao'.